I am sitting here on my couch almost unable to move. In my quest to remain a woman considered attractive by at least some people, I have embarked on a physical fitness journey over the past six months. I have recently started pumping iron in an attempt to keep my curves and ward off osteoporosis. While it feels great, and gives wonderful results, tonight I just want to sit on the couch and revel in the soreness of my muscles. I am still alive, I am still vital. However, I am still alone.
I have 28 unread text messages on my phone. From 13 different people. I dont have to be alone. Why is it that my life always turns out this way? When I want someone or something, they just aren't meant for me. I guess I could pass time with some of the people that seem to want to be around me, but I just can't do it. I will not settle. I will find what I am looking for one way or another. Or it will find me.
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